Monday, November 30, 2009

SP e. miks mul aega ei ole


Vaatan juba mitu päeva, muud ei ole aega teha.. ja no kooliga on ikka lood mais ou menos(nii ja naa).
Ah, aeg annab arutust. Ja iga asi pidavat ju millekski hea olema. Ju siis South Park on ka!

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Hea

Siiski-siiski.
Rõhu asetame videole.

Minu esimene lumi

Nummi, muud ei ole öelda.

Kassiga pooleks

Kui me üleeile Santa Hora´sse jõudsime oli taevas juba pilve tõmmanud. Vihma tibistas ja külm oli. Jõin ühe vee ja tajusin, et tahan koju. Oma pessa tudule. Mõeldud, tehtud. Magasin juba enne kui Kaija jõudis ülesse ronida ja oma pessa pugeda.

Eile sai vähe asjalikum oldud, nimelt käisime poes. Räiged eided. Õhtul kakkus ära veits. Blah, mis teha, räiged eided. Kaijal mitte. Ta võtab antibiootikume.

Kokkuvõte:
Pika ja piinarikka mõttetöö tulemusel luban kahelda(peamiselt iseendal) oma terves mõistuses(!!!!), mõtlemises, ja olemises. Tegevuste ökonoomsuses, ratsionaalsuses ja operatiivsuses.

Nüüd läheme mägedesse hingama. Loodan, et jõuame enne pimedat.

Friday, November 27, 2009

Angels forever

Täna ma olen natuke naljakas. Ei, mitte sõna otseses mõttes. Ma lihtsalt olen naljakas, nagu väljaspool ennast.
Ja see laul on mu peas kinni. Juhuslikult, ei tea kuidas tulnud. Ja inglitega on mul alati midagi olnud. Ja edasi on ka.
Võib siis tänase asjalikult, samaaegselt koolis ja oma mõtetes veedetud pärastlõuna soundtrack´iks lugeda ja ma oskan jälle unistada, nagu vanasti.



I sit and wait
does an angel contemplate my fate
and do they know
the places where we go
when we�re grey and old
�cos I�ve been told
that salvation lets their wings unfold
so when I�m lying in my bed
thoughts running through my head
and I feel that love is dead
I�m loving angels instead

and through it all she offers me protection
a lot of love and affection
whether I�m right or wrong
and down the waterfall
wherever it may take me
I know that life wont break me
when I come to call she wont forsake me
I�m loving angels instead

when I�m feeling weak
and my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
and I know ill always be blessed with love
and as the feeling grows
she breathes flesh to my bones
and when love is dead
I�m loving angels instead

and through it all she offers me protection
a lot of love and affection
whether I�m right or wrong
and down the waterfall
wherever it may take me
I know that life wont break me
when I come to call she wont forsake me
I�m loving angels instead

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Salliga on soe

Sallid.

Ühevärvilised, värvilised, kirevad, naturaalsed, tutikestega, narmastega, kootud, heegeldatud, riidest, suured, väikesed, soojad, niisama ilusad... IIIGAAASUUGUSEEED!!!

Ja ma olen nii vaimustuses(ise ka ei usu)! Tõsiselt.

Supersuper valik mu kollektsiooni(!!!) jaoks inspiratsiooni ammutamiseks:




Ilus



Friday, November 20, 2009

Kes teeb see jõuab, parem hilja kui mittekunagi!*

Kooliga on perses. Ma isegi ei hakka vabandama oma brutaalse kõnepruugi pärast aga nii see on ja me oleme kõik ju suured inimesed. Kes ealt, kes vaimult, kes massilt ja Jumal teab millelt veel. (Ja siis nüüd meenus, et vaatasime Kaijaga ühte filmi "10" ja seal öeldi nagu ka 10 käsku ütleb, et Jumala nime ei tohi ilmaasjata suhu võtta)

Aga jah loo iva on see, et ma hakkan nüüd hoolega looma moejooniseid, plakateid, pilte jne jne... Ja muidugi kirjutama ühte artiklit (mille kuupäev oleks täna aga õnneks Epuke andis mulle "mänguaega".) Üks suur hunnik tegemata tegemisi olen!!!

"JÕUDU TÖÖLE, MARI!!!!"

Ps! Aga väga väärt nädal oli!!

Motivatsioon* laulust mis on väga ebasümpaatselt bändilt Ps Troika AGA see lugu on mõnna ja teemps on õige ja kui jutt juba sinnapeale läks tervitan Andrit kah.
Lugu siis selline:

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

How to Understand the Powerful Meanings Behind Dragon Tattoo Designs

 

All over the world, dragon tattoo designs have been popular and still are. The great thing about having a dragon tattoo is that you can have it on basically any part of your body and it will look great. Dragons on their own are mystical creatures that are known only to exist in folklore and in myths, but this could be the reasons as to why dragon tattoo designs are one of the most popular in the world.
Depending on which way the dragon is designed and portrayed, dragon tattoos can emit many different emotions, some of which include anger and hate right through to elegance and adoration. Due to the fact that so many cultures offer their own depictions of exactly how dragons are and what they look like, people that are looking to have the tattoos done have such a wide variety to choose from.
The designs of these tattoos are just about endless, so when you decide that you are going to settle with one of the many designs available, make sure you choose the right design and on the right part of your body. It is great that you can arrange your dragon so that it emits something that suits you. A dragon can be personalized in more than one way. Make it into a dragon that you have always wanted on your body, but still with meaning.
According to legends, dragons are said to have originated from the Far East, in certain countries like Japan, China and Korea. It is said that the dragons were mainly used to guard valuable treasures so that no one could pass them and get to whatever they were guarding. In this case you could use dragon tattoo designs like this to protect something of yours, like your heart. Dragons were not always bad as perceived, and they weren't always the fire-breathing monsters people made them out to be.
When artists are constructing dragon tattoo designs they tend to keep the body and face similar. With the Chinese dragons, they typically have longer torsos as well as shorter legs, but in truth, most dragons are more like sea monsters or snakes than the dragons that feature in European fairytales. Dragon's eyes normally look harsh and show wisdom, so if it is the serious look you are going for it will be an original dragon.
One of the main features of any one of the dragon tattoo designs is the color of the dragon. The color is very important as it is the main characteristic in the dragon and the look it is supposed to portray. When it comes to Chinese dragon tattoos, these are normally done in yellow, orange and red.
The medieval dragon is also one of the popular dragon tattoo designs of today, but sometimes these were used to reference the dragon in evil ways, which is a look that isn't always wanted.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Chinese and Japanese Tribal Dragon Tattoos

 
Dragon tattoos are one of the most popular designs all over the world. It can go in any category, whether abstraction, naturalistic, dedication, stylized or combination tattoos.
Throughout history, dragon tattoos have never been out of fashion and had been used as a symbol in some parts of the world. It can be drawn as menacing or regal depending on your choice of design.
Dragon tattoos come in two popular forms: the Chinese or Japanese dragon of the east with its long, snake-like body and the European dragon of the west with its powerful wings and long neck. The European dragon usually symbolizes power and fear, a depiction of evil where as the Chinese dragon usually symbolizes unity and conformity, a depiction of good.
You can find many different designs of dragon tattoos in different forms and colors. Some of these dragon designs have additional background scenery where they are depicted flying in the clouds, swimming in the ocean, crawling on top of mountains or ravaging small villages. But the most common depiction of a dragon is being done as tribal dragon tattoos due to both its simplicity (the majority color being in either black or gray with the additional color to highlight the dragon) and its complexity.
Most often, the eastern dragons are the ones being used as a basis for the designs for the tribal dragon tattoos. Chinese and Japanese designs are the ones most common to be created into tattoos. Both have similar features: long, snake-like body, wingless and have horns. The only difference between these two dragons is their claws. Japanese dragons have only three claws where as the Chinese dragons have five. Their long, wingless bodies are less complicated to draw and since tribal tattoos are mostly being done in one color (two at the most), the outcome of these dragon are more elegant looking and sophisticated.
Though, some in today's society, eastern dragons that are being created into tribal dragon tattoos is being depicted as a symbol of fear and power; a contrast to the real symbolism of the eastern dragons.
Some people today would ask for a tribal dragon tattoo when they want to look tough or powerful. They would look for the best dragon design and ask to have it done. But there are still those who see the eastern dragon as a symbol of wisdom and would ask for a dragon as a sign of respect. And still, others would just like a tribal dragon tattoo because the artistry is very well made and it looks good in the body.
The most common place to find a tribal dragon would be on the whole arm length or at the back.
There are still some parts of the world where dragon tattoos are still used as a symbol in society. Whether they are being used as a status symbol in an organization or a clan, they are a mark of respect and power to the people who still value them.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Japanese Tattoo Art - The Tattoo As a Part of Underworld Gangsters

 
The land of the rising sun, that's how people describe Japan. This is where different types of people are situated, from popular celebrities, electronic experts, robots and gangsters. In addition to that, culture and tradition have a huge influence in their everyday living. The Japanese are also excellent when it comes to visual designs. One of the popular designs used until now is the Japanese tattoo art.
History of Japanese tattooing
Archeologists concluded that tattoos started from early settlers in Japan or the so called "Ainu" tribe. Back to the early civilization, tattoos were used as facial identities. This is how people determined what tribe they belonged and what tradition they performed. Japanese tattoo art has been present for around centuries. But as years passed, simple tattoo designs turned into innovative and meaningful images. Aside from flowers and dragons, Japanese are now featuring endless choices including heroes and weapons used in wars.
Tattoo designs featured by gangsters of Japan
Japan is also known for underworld gangsters like Yakuza for example. In the past, tattoos are illegal to Japanese people and this thing was distinguished from the rest of the population. Although, there were people who have tattoos in their bodies, still authorities marked tattooed individuals as criminals. These individuals have discriminated the whole people in Japan. This is the main reason of forming underworld gangster known as "Yakuza".
Women as part of gangland society
Since then, tattoos were worn by these people symbolizing status and dedication. As featured in several movies, Yakuza tattoos involved magnificent styles and full body masterpieces. The design is quite difficult. It comprises complex curves, circles and Japanese symbols that only tattoo experts can do. During early years, Yakuza's members only involved men. Today, many women also become integral parts of Japan's gangland society.
As part of the gangster's tradition, wives and girlfriends of top Yakuza members often undergo extensive tattooing. Even in some countries, Japanese tattoo art was still in used. Try watching WWE and you'll see that some wrestlers get inked with these designs, including the world's famous Rey Mysterio and Japanese's pride Rikishi.
Japanese tattoo art is increasingly popular in the world today. Thanks to people of Japan for creating these meaningful images. Regardless of gangsters, the art of tattoo will always represent freedom for everyone. If you're interested with this kind of art, you should decide first. You should understand that tattoos are lifetime responsibilities. In order to avoid regrets in the future, you should have the willingness to carry it for the rest or your life.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

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Thursday, November 12, 2009

Ratastoolid, kanderaamid ja EMO Mari e. kuidas ma haiglas nutmas käisin

Ööd on mul päris hullud, vahest mõtlen, et kas ikka pean hommikuni vastu. Sellepärast otsustasin jälle haiglasse minna, läksin umbes kella üheteistkümne ajal. Enne kohale jõudmist panin endale 100 diagnoosi kopsuvähist seagripini.
Teepeal mõtlesin endale veel selgeks, et köhin seal seni arstile näkku kuni ta on nõus mulle analüüse tegema ja uurima, et kaua mul siis jäänud on. Et, noh, kas on seagripp või kopsuvähk.
Uuringutele sain kergemini kui olin oodanud. Valu rinnus oli vaja ainult juurde mõelda. Aga no see on ka pooltõde ja poolvale, sest kõikvõimalikud lihased valutavad kahenädalasest köhimisest. Peaaegu ei valetanud.
Olin siis saanud kollase käepaela, mis tähendab üsna kiire juhtum ja mis omakorda tähendab, et mu maksimaalne ooteaeg on 90 minutit. Seal ei pidanud niikaua ootama. Umbes 45 minutit. Nende minutite jooksul tuli mul aga selline emo hoog peale, et karju appi. Hakkasin nii koledasti seal pisikeses inimestega täidetud ruumis nutta lahistama, et isegi surevad patsiendid kanderaamidel vaatasid mind haleda ja kaastundliku näoga. Üks maskiga tädi andis mulle taskurätti. Proovisin siis ennast kokku võtta. Isegi õnnestus.
Siis tuli arstitädi ja ma läksin tema kabinetti. Tema ei räägi inglise keelt. Okei, räägime siis Portugali oma. Seal kabinetis sain hakkama, sain aru, et vaja teha kopsu röntgen, kopsumahu uuring ja kolm vereproovi. Mõeldud, tehtud.
Läksin siis verd andma, tädil käed värisesid ja mul on väikesed veenid. Võite arvata milline seatapule lähedane pilt seal kujunes. Okei, liialdan natuke.
Järgmine. Kopsumahu uuring, või ma vähemalt arvan, et see oli see. Ega ma nii täpselt ka seda portugeli keelt ei mõista! See oli siis nii, et mind kamandati järgmisesse ooteruumi. Hapniku mask pandi näole ja teineots seinakülge. Nii ma siis istusin seal nagu rumal kanderaamide ja ratastoolide vahel, köhida ei julgenud ja kurgus sügeles. Peale umbes tunnist ootamist, tabas mind uus paanika. Nad on mu siia seinakülge ära unustanud!! Tahtsin jälle nutma hakata aga mõtlesin, et kurat, olen suur tüdruk ja suured tüdrukud nutavad ainult erijuhustel. Kogusin ennast. Ja väga huvitava fakti avastasin, ma olin seal ruumis ainuke inimene kes suutis ise liikuda. See muidugi tekitas minus piisava haletsuse hoo, et ma tahtsin jälle nutma hakata. Jõudsin ainult paar pisarat pisardada kui tuldi minujuurde.
Õde(mees) ütles mulle: "Are You Mari, Come with me!" Ainult noogutasin, sest kui oleks ühe sõna öelnud oleksin jälle nutma hakanud. Järgnesin talle röntgenisse. Röntgeni üksetaga oodates hakkasin nii kohutavalt ulguma jälle, ja need pisarad ei tahtnud kuidagi lõppeda. Mul oli nii kahju endast, nii kahju neist kõigist inimestest. Nii kahju sellest, et keegi minuga seal ei tegelenud ja minuga inglise keeles rääkida ei osanud ja kahju sellest, et ma üldse mingit tähelepanu nõuan kui olen samas ruumis umbes kümne inimesega kes on silmnähtavalt palju õnnetumas olukorras kui mina. Nutsin terve maailma valu ja haiguse pärast. Ma isegi ei proovinud ennast tagasi hoida ega lohutada enam, see oleks liialt energiat kulutanud. Lihtsalt toetasin selga vastu seina ja nutsin.
Siis tuli see isane õde, patsutas mulle õlale ja ütles: "Palun ära nuta, kõik saab korda. Sa saad varsti terveks!" Siis ma vaatasin talle otsa ja mu pilk vist ehmatas teda, igatahes ta võttis käe mu õlalt ja astus sammu tagasi. Samal hetkel kui ta mulle need sõnad ütles käis mu peast läbi korraga miljon küsimust millest ma ei olnud võimeline ühtegi verbaalselt vormistama. Midagi sellist: "Kas mul ongi mingi räme haigus või?", "Kas juba on selge või?" "Ma surengi Portugalis maha või?" jne. See on vist tõsi, et alati ei ole sõnu vajagi. Mõnikord piisab pilgust.
"Come with me." Muidugi läksin, ega palju varjante ei olnud. Sain röntgeni ka tehtud.
Kell 17.30 olin tagasi Pacis kolme karbi rohtude ja teadmisega, et olen ikkagi lihtsalt külmetunud.

Monday, November 9, 2009

Mirtha, George ja veel üks võimalus andestada

Juhuslikul hetkel telekat sisselülitades on suhteliselt vähe võimalusi, et satun millegi hea otsa. Isegi talutavat oleks palju palutud. Enamasti ikka teleturg või telenovelad.

Eile olid lood teised. Tegemist siis filmiga "Blow". Soovitan väga vaadata.
Treiler ei anna päris täpselt filmi tegelikku ja puudutavat emotsiooni edasi. Emotsioone on selles filmis aga ohtrasti.

Ja lõpetuseks, kui olin juba paar pisarat silmanurgast tilgutanud, pani see kõik mind mõtlema, et kas ma võibolla olen kellegi vastu liiga julm olnud. Võibolla mõni inimene vajab rohkem võimalusi kui üks, või kaks.. võibolla mõnikord isegi rohkem kui kolm..

Nii tohutult läks George mulle hinge..

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Mammuga Lissabonis

Neljapäeval panime seitsme tuule poole ajama siit Covilhãst. Lissaboni.
Peamine põhjus Marise saabumine Lissaboni lennujaama kell 23.20.
Vist oli selline kellaaeg.

Tahtsime Lissaboni ööelu Marisele näidata.
Esimese õhtu maanudusime natuke enne Lissaboni kesklinna. Ei leidnud pidu. Õhtu naelaks sai raamatukogu. Jõime seal veits õlle ja kohvi ja tellisime takso. Selleks õhtuks oli küll.

Eile läksime Lissaboni peamisele peotänavale.
Meeletutes massides rahvast. Kitsad tänavad täielikult inimestega täidetud.
Liikuda oli raske.
Teel kuhugi astusid meiega juttu vestma kaks noormeest. Nimesid ma ei mäleta aga üks olevat Sakslane. Lõpuks tuli välja ei ei olnud.
Läksime peale mõningasi läbirääkimisi nendega ööklubisse Silk. Täitsa ulme. Üüber rikkurite ööklubi. Sissepääs ainult klubi liikmetele, ülim vaade öisele Lissabonile... Päris vahva elamus. Pidu oli päris hoos.

Täna hommikul pidime losse minema vaatama. Magasime. Ei jõudnud sinna. Eilne pidu pärssis meie tegevuste ratsionaalsust.
Läksime hoopis rongijaama, et jälle põgeneda. Seekord siis tagasi koju- Covilhãsse.

Rongijaamas kohtusime jällekord kummaliste inimestega(neid ikka satub meie teele). Seekord oli tegemist teise äärmusega, kaugelkaugel Silk´i rahvast.
Hoopis teises otsas. Kaks täiesti hipit(me nägime ka suht hipid välja sel hommikul). Üks Hispaaniast, teine Prantsusmaalt.
Kuhu nemad ka lähevad? Ei tea. Ainult seda teavad, et Lõuna Portugali. Seal pidavat üks suur kogukond olema. Mingi maalähedaste inimeste kogukond. Andsime neile reispassiks kaks magusat saiakest.

Rongis vaatasime filmi "Beach"(seni kuni Mammu rüperaal pildi kotti pani). See film oli kuidagi nii teempsi. Mammu ütles, et ongi hea, et lõpuni ei näinud. Lõpp pidi täiega s*tt olema. Just sinnamaani oligi hea.

Reisi tarkus: Kui Muhameed ei lähe mäe juurde läheb mägi Muhameedi juurde. Ja nii ongi. Punkt.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Hea, et hullemini ei läinud

Ladies Night mulle enam ei meeldi, mul läks veits käest ära jälle ja üldse ei meeldi see. Kuradi 4 tasuta jooki naistele. Ko-hu-taav!!
No kõik sai alguse siin Pedro Alvarese residentsist. Back to Belgia peost. Siin oli liiga palju sangriat. Tasuta sangriat. Matthias läheb minema homme. Päriseks.
Mis veel uut.
Suutsin Chemistrys peldikute juures käna panna, seal on täiega tobe värdjas aste. Sinikas on. Ja süüdi ei ole kahtlaste jookide tarbimine!
Külma sain ka eile peale.
Raha kulus ka rohkem kui olin plaaninud.
Just kõlas ülevalt korruselt: "Miks ma teen nii..", väga haledal häälel. Ja mul tekkis sama küsimus. Aga vähemalt ma ei ole üksi oma mures!!! JESS!
Nüüd põgeneme Lissaboni. Enne lähen magan välja.
Kõik.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Tsill

Nr. 25893

Olen tudeng number 25893(haaa nagu vang) ja olen siin terve aasta.
Aastaaasta.
Jõuluks koju, nagu laul ültes, oli vist laul.

Jaajaa. Liiga palju kohvi täna sai vist joodud.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Kinnud

Emme koob mulle poolkindaid.
Mõnikord keegi ütles, et need on päti kindad (Ei mõista,sest pätid peaksid just sõrmejälgi varjama).
No Ta vaatas, et mul kapis olid ühed ja suhteliselt räbalad juba, ribadeks kantud. Mäletan veel need roosad pisikesed kinnud "varastasin" oma õelt.
Niisisiis emme mõtles mulle uued kindad kududa, et äkki tahan.
Muidugi tahan, ei kannaks ju ribadeks asja mis ei meeldi.